You Just Fly Away

i saw him for the first time but i didn’t felt anything towards him that time. time passed and he’s giving me special treatment, i never expected that i will love him eventually. i kept it inside cause i don’t want to lose him. i kept the feeling inside though i know that he already knew about it. months passed still his the only guy i want to spend the rest of my life, we are good friends, he doesn’t have a girlfirend so i’m free to love him the way i want it to be and it didn’t even bother him if that what i felt towards him.  i didn’t get anything from him, he just let go of  our friendship, and he didn’t care of my feelings that i am hurting. and no matter what i do to move on i still can’t cause i still love him despite of everything though i know its not right anymore, cause even friendship he doesn’t want it anymore.

SATURDAY!

hey guys! today is SATURDAY right? uhm...well seems that i have to study all the time because of mau tes di Al-Azhar, kyknya saturday hari ini ga ada bedanya sama hari senin-,- malah lebih parah asal lo tau, gue belajar dari baru buka mata, until now! and it's lyk 5-7 hours! gila ga? ya emang sih gue kebanyakan keluar-masuk kamar. tpkan sama aja-,- i'm stressed out! apalagi ditambah senin besok ada test physics! ARRGGHHH it's killing mee! & now...sangking bosennya dan gaada kerjaan, gue main pet society-,- astagaaaaaa :( well.....it's time for me to go, mau lanjut belajar lagi:D wish me luck for tomorrow guys! :)

with hug&kisses,
Zahwa Samodra Putri<3

TRUE FRIENDS!

 

A day w/ nanda, veda&alya

hey guys! i'm back! it's been a long time since my last post riteeee? yeah. and now i'm gonna share some stories! HA HA. i had a so much fun todayyy! ft alya nanda&veda. started at my house, when nanda came to my house. jadi kan nanda dateng kerumah gue pertamanya. dia dateng sendiri-,- wkwk terus kan gue tanya "sama siapa? alone?" "yes" dia bilang gitu haha poor her(?) udah gitu kan gue nunjukin scrapbook gue yang belom jadi itu ke nanda and she said, "bagus kok bagus" ...........and i was lyk "oh ya ya thanks:)" wk-_- terus kan abis itu nanda bilang kalo veda mau kerumah gue juga hehe. terus after nunggu......she came! haaa FINALLY! terus kita foto2. sumpahya...gue gaboong itu fotonya kenapa bisa perfect! wkwk. yaudah kita fotooo fotooo fotooo...terus abis itu kita kelaperan. then kita ke dialen, abis itu ketemu alya di dialen. ahaha udah sih gue juga mau share itu-,- wkwk udah deh ya daripada nanti makin lama disini makin ngelantur hahahaha, bye~~


with hug&kisses,
Zahwa Samodra Putri<3

HEY YOU!

Yes you, stop being unhappy with yourself. You're perfect. Stop wishing you looked like someone else. Stop trying to get attention frm those who hurt you. Stop hating your body, for face, your personality. Love them. Without those things you wouldn't be you. And why would you want to be anyone else? Be confident with who you are. Smile! It'll draw people in. If anyone hates on you because you are happy with yourself then stick your middle finger on the air and screw it. My happiness will not depend on other's anymore. I'm happy i love who i am. i love my imperfections. That makes me me. And 'me' is pretty amazing ☺

:D :) :| :'| :'(

Dear blogger, i'm not okay tonight. Feels lyk somethin' shocking the heart. I don't know why. & i'm tired of being fake. Fake of everything. The smile, the laugh that i gave it's all fake. & i know it'll end lyk :) this :| this :'| and this :'( Poor me. Yesterday night i felt really happy. And when i'm close my eyes. Sleep & than i woke up, I realized it is just a dream. A beautiful dream that you gave to me last night. Beautiful, isn't it?

I'M BAAAACKK!!!

hey bloggerrrr! miss meeeh? finally bb gue bener! RAAH seneng bft sumpah, sampe sampe td dikelas gue ngomongin 'bb gue balik dong bb gue balik dong' -,- haha nahya kan bb gue udah balik, sekarang gue bakalan sering sering posting lagi deyy! hufft, ya as-you-know gue kalo posting pasti gapenting(?) tp ya gitulah ya ketagihan bgt~ HA HA and now i'm addicted buat posting terus. so..........sorry guys, if my post itu gapenting. gasuka? don't read it :) ya yang jelas gue sekarang cuma pengen bilang kalo gue bakal aktif lagi di blog! yeayyy! well....sekarang gue mesti bikin pr bi dulu-,- pidato....hhh terus mau belajar economy kalo sempet -_- malesnya ganahan gan.  oke udah dulu ya, daripada makin lama makin ngelanturrr. ha ha bye:*

with hug&kisses,
Zahwa Samodra Putri