You Just Fly Away

i saw him for the first time but i didn’t felt anything towards him that time. time passed and he’s giving me special treatment, i never expected that i will love him eventually. i kept it inside cause i don’t want to lose him. i kept the feeling inside though i know that he already knew about it. months passed still his the only guy i want to spend the rest of my life, we are good friends, he doesn’t have a girlfirend so i’m free to love him the way i want it to be and it didn’t even bother him if that what i felt towards him.  i didn’t get anything from him, he just let go of  our friendship, and he didn’t care of my feelings that i am hurting. and no matter what i do to move on i still can’t cause i still love him despite of everything though i know its not right anymore, cause even friendship he doesn’t want it anymore.