randomness

kalo ditanya "lagi apa lo?" sekarang gue bakal bilang, perfect! i don't know what make it perfect.
sekarang? tiduran di sofa kamar nyokap, makan cake tiramisu sambil ditemenin sm hot chocolate. grrrr &most important thing! sambil nntn my favorite cartoon, spongebob squarepants<3 &one more thing, kmr nyokap lagi dingin bgt, ooooh what a day. &chatting with you, yes you. E. sm music jazz yang ada di ipod bener bener buat hari gue perfect.

actually, today i don't feel like doing anything.

&that's make me so damnfuckin' bored, makanya gue nyusahin org serumah nyuruh beliin cake, bikinin hotchocolate which is really yummy. bisa kebayang seberapa bnyk lemak yang ada di hotchocolate &tiramissu-_- but i don't mind it, really.

&tbtb, adek gue dateng.

oh crap! why the fuck is my sister doing in this room? oh dear sisters, you ruined my mood, again.
sincerely, 
ME. --orang yang lo ganggu mulu, tiap hari. gila. setres gue.

enough.

nah, sekarang gue bener22 disibukkin ngusir org. grrrr fuckyourdear.
back to our main topic,

UN selesai.
expectations; bakalan jalan22, buat video, having fun, sleep over, hangout with friends, go swimming, ke sc, relax, ga bakalan ada lagi yang namanaya bosen, holiday with family &others. yang jelas having fun.

reality; stay at home, get bored, kaki gue sakit sampe gabisa jalaaaaannn. that's whyyy gue gabisa ngelakuin those things. ahfuck.

can you imagine that? setelah belajar222, kan yang dimau ya having funnn, rite? but why life is so unfair? ;( yang ada gue malah stay at home, not doing anything. &worse, gue ga nntn jb's concert.

dear mom, 
please. i need a vacation. go shopping maybe? refreshing? oh crap, i really need it. maybe we can go to thailand so we can shopping together? just you and me. just two of us?
go have a candle light dinner with a whole family? i need it mom, as soon as possible. 
maybe drinking wine with daddy sure are fun thing to do. &go to the nightclub as you ask before? sure. 
i need it, i need a vacation. 
sincerely, 
me, your daughter.


enough. gue mau mandi, mau berendam nenangin pikiran.
bye.

XOXO,
Zahwa Samodra Putri